I was not mentally prepared for this. I have a text from 4 days ago from my best friend that I still have to reply to. I haven't seen my boyfriend in 6 days. I have next to no personal time. I leave work way later than normal, even if I go in half an hour early. I haven't had a lunch break in... I can't even remember.
You ever have a job/career that has a lot of moving parts? Imagine that, but each part depends on ten other moving parts. One domino falls over, and now the entire thing needs to be reset. That's been my life for most of the last month, and every single day someone knocks at least one domino over. And if you get some news that sounds wonderful but the second you figure out exactly what that good news means, you wish you'd never heard it.
It's taken me three days to write this, because every two sentences another fire breaks out that I have to put out.
I'm not leaving pop. But daaaaamn am I gonna continue to be slow/distant.