I think it's lame as shit that we were given barely 24 hours warning before old messages were deleted. Especially when there are 'conversations' that haven't been responded to from four months ago. Delete those first. Ugh.
So... watching Law & Order SVU only reminds me of two of my biggest fears:
1. Being found dead somewhere. Not in my house or somewhere where people I know might discover me, but on the street somewhere, particularly in any state of undress.
2. Being attacked and screaming bloody murder and having everyone so concerned with minding their own business that they don't do anything. I can appreciate not wanting to come out and get involved, but FFS, at least call the police.
Furthermore, it reminds why I was not upset when I failed to get into the police academy. That was definitely not a career I was cut out for, not with my temper.
I'd aced the written test (96/100), and done very well on the rest of the physical test, but then I didn't make the run on time. Besides, I only failed by 5 seconds. So a 15:05 mile and a half run, after not having run since high school, was pretty damn awesome. Personal victory is all that matters. I could run a 7-minute mile in high school. When I first started prepping for this test I was 24. That's 7 years of no running. At my quickest I could only get an 18-minute mile. It only took me 2 months of training to get that mile down to 10 minutes, which was right on track with where I needed to be. So even though it took me 5 seconds longer than it "should" have, it still felt good to me. And now that the same amount of time has passed again, I should totally go out and try to run. It'll be like a 25-minute mile now, I'm sure.
Something else about watching SVU while Popmundo-ing... it makes it very awkward to write intimate and sexual moments. The victim is describing the same physical actions I'm trying to write about, but with completely different intentions and feelings. So uncomfortable.
Last thought of the day... and please don't think I'm singling anyone out, because I'm not. This pertains to about 5 or 6 different people. Maybe more that I don't know about. I've never mentioned it before but I do want all of you to know where I stand:
I know that there are people I RP with that don't like each other or don't get along. I don't want to know why, I just want you all to know that I respect your opinions and choices. I will avoid coming up with any type of group RP ideas or anything that essentially forces you together but I will always remain neutral.